I'm sitting in my room right now eating a peanut butter sandwich and thinking about my sweet Toboe. Ahh...Toboe....I feel like I've abandoned him. I found a picture of him that was posted on my other blog and I was like, "Awww...Toboe! He looks SO cute! I miss him...*sniff*" Pathetic. I know. I debated going home this weekend but decided not to since that would mean having to pay for gas and what not. I think I'll wait. No to mention I'm going to hang out with one of my friends Saturday and then go to my Granny and Papa's again.
About the middle of this week I discovered that my older brother has kidney stones. I thought it ironic because I've had them since I was eight and now he does. It must run in the family. He doesn't feel to great right now. I pray that he gets better.
So I just got out of my speech class about an hour ago and my teacher had us get up in front of the class to tell about ourselves. My speech was all planned out in my head but as soon as I got up there it was like adrenaline overload. I started trembling and my voice got shaky. I hope no one noticed. Almost everything that I had been going to say about myself I nearly forgot due to nerves. *sigh* I don't know why I get so nervous in front of a huge class but am fine when speaking to two or three new people. UGGH! I was irritated with myself afterwards. I think I did better than I thought I was though, so I suppose that's something.
Love you guys! Hope to see everyone soon! :D
~Fruit Bat~
